Hold on, and don't let go.

I've decided to start this journal due to recent events. I'm starting on a Friday, even though this all started last Monday. I'll tell you the details later, but that's not important. If you're reading this, you probably already know. But I need to write this down, to document my feelings. The dreams I've been having. And the such. I start this with the intention of never letting anyone read this. Maybe her. She's the reason. But why would I? To make her see what she's done? She knows she's hurt me. To try to make her feel guilty? She doesn't know guilt. She's a wonderful person, but even the most wonderful of us can be dolts. So here we go. Hope you can stay along for the ride. Try not to grimace, feel bad, pass out or puke. I've done all four. And so it begins.